The opportunity has presented itself for me to attend a five day trance party, as part of my job.
It is too soon, I know that.
Fear of missing out – that is eating away at me, yet I feel strong, confident, angry enough at myself and my recent slip to not go down that road, to not disappoint myself, to not let myself down.
James, Jeff and Lize-Marie have strong voices, loud reservations, deep concerns, as will all who care for me and are with me on this journey. I will not let them down.
I want this. I want to celebrate my victory, but not in the face of the demon itself. I shouldn’t go, yet I must.
I. Will. Succeed.
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