Day #6 – The Plan

Saturday

2012/04/21

The opportunity has presented itself for me to attend a five day trance party, as part of my job.

It is too soon, I know that.

Fear of missing out – that is eating away at me, yet I feel strong, confident, angry enough at myself and my recent slip to not go down that road, to not disappoint myself, to not let myself down.

James, Jeff and Lize-Marie have strong voices, loud reservations, deep concerns, as will all who care for me and are with me on this journey. I will not let them down.

I want this. I want to celebrate my victory, but not in the face of the demon itself. I shouldn’t go, yet I must.

I. Will. Succeed.

© Dave Luis 2012. All Rights Reserved.

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