Day #244 – Sex In The City

Frustrated, I leave the city. The searing heat does nothing to console me.
Frustrated, I leave the city. The searing heat does nothing to console me.

Friday

2012/12/14

Another night at the Hot House ends in disappointment. There is a sizeable crowd, but they are hard work, and I don’t feel like engaging, I just want to lose myself in a mass of heaving flesh and lusty, breathless, anonymous sex. The men tonight seem reticent, shy, unavailable. Ironic, since the one thing you are, at the Hot House, is available. I am impatient, and take the first man who makes eye contact, fuck him, and leave. I feel distanced from my soul, tonight – like a body, who hasn’t realised it’s dead yet, trawling the streets – a sexual zombie, unable to love, unlovable, unable to live.

The drive home is long, and hot. Tomorrow will be better.

© Dave Luis 2012. All Rights Reserved.

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