With no petrol in the car, and no money to change that fact, I can’t make it to my Narcotics Anonymous meeting. I wonder how my friend is doing – today would have been his third meeting. I hope he went – but I don’t know, because there’s no airtime on my phone, and no money to change that fact.
I dislike these times between pay cheques INTENSELY, though it is caused 100% by my own living beyond my means that makes them so rough, because I WILL have my little luxuries, and I WILL drive like there’s no tomorrow, racing all the fuel out the tank in the most ludicrous display of inefficient driving…no one to blame for these bad days, except me.
Damn you, Dave Luis! Damn you and your stupid mismanagement of funds! Come on now! You’re doing so well, keeping clean – just make the effort to act like an adult with your money!
It’s all up to you. Only you.
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